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Demons, Etc.
02:10
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C G F /////// C G Am F
yeah sometimes i wonder why i'm not yet six feet under
i wonder why i never had the guts to the pull the plug
but i'm glad that i'm still alive, cause if that wasn't true
than i never would've gotten the opportunity to meet you
and i never would've have gotten the chance to sing these stupid songs
the night before a certain valentine's day would inevitably go all wrong
a private school education can do more to a mindset than you might think
and you're part of the reason i stopped slitting my wrists, oh yeahah
see this song's about one person, it's about a group instead
a bunch of friends who drove those melodramatic demons out of my head
a bunch of kids who somehow lifted this heavy heart of lead
a bunch of friends who told me not to put a nine-millimeter bullet in my head
cause demons and friends and suicide will be with me until the day i die
and i'm sorry that you had to watch me cry all those times
i was once a sensitive kid and i'm now i'm just a sensitive guy
and my only goal in life is to not have to give you that premeditative goodbye
cause demons and friends and suicide will be with me until the day i die
demons and friends and suicide will be with me until the day i die
demons and friends and suicide will be with me until the day i die
demons and friends and suicide will be with me until the day i die
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Poseurs! Unite!
01:44
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every night i pray that maslow was full of shit
when he said that everybody needs food to live
cause when i get older, i'll see if i can survive
on american spirits and pizza crusts and colt 45s
and i know i might seem like a poseur cause i'm going against my own lifestyle but it's only natural when you're in denial of your economic class
you don't hate your mom and dad, you just don't like what they believe
poseurs unite, yeah, poseurs unite
if you've got a little poseur in you, i want you to sing with me tonight
cause i'm straight and i'm a male and i'm guilty of being white
i misinterpreted those minor threat lyrics
but i think that they are a nice way to
describe an identity crisis, that you can go through at the youngest possible age
if you need me i'll be at the worcester common
trying to figure out
what it is that i believe
freight trains might not be in my future, but the least i can do is give them a shot
from now on i'll focus on what i am, and not what i am not
the punkest thing i can do is disagree with the wingnuts
the punkest thing i can do is disagree with all the dishwashers
the punkest thing i can do is disagree with the unionists
cause god knows i can't be punk any other way
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Favorite Sweatshirt
01:48
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a good friend of mine left his sweatshirt behind at a camp we worked at last summer
i was staying a few more weeks than him, so i had no choice but to take it home with me at the end of the summer
the sweatshirt was special because it reminded me of him
it had a name on the back
his name was jake, but the sweatshirt said "cam"
his name was jake, but the sweatshirt said "cam"
i would ask him sometimes, "why do you call yourself cam?" and he would say "it's my evil alter ego!"
and i never understood him when he said that
cause those are for superheroes
alter egos are for superheroes
and then one day in the fall i was talking to him on the phone and he said, "remember that time i stole a car? well, it wasn't me that stole that car, it was actually cam the whole time, it was cam all along!"
and i said, "jake, that kind of makes sense, but i need to give it some time to digest, some to digest"
two weeks later, i had figured it all out
so i grabbed a pencil and paper and i wrote this song down
what i figured out was that there's a little cam in all of us
whether you believe it or not
and if you agree with me then meet me at midnight
in the walgreen's parking lot
and we'll tag vulgar words on every major building in town
and we'll slash everybody's tires and we'll burn this (goddamn) city down
and we'll do all these deeds in the name of cam mccleod
cause a friend that didn't change anything wasn't worth it at all
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all i can hope for is that i end up on your basement floor a couple more times before the end of this year
cause i'd be lying if i said i didn't like the linoleum and those cheesy jokes at three am
and with that green apple something or other, i bet that we could live forever
but right now my romantic life don't matter
cause i've been talking to you for the past half hour
and i just want you to tell me tomorrow
about what i was talking about tonight
but there's a good chance i won't forget anyway
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5. |
Track 5
01:50
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for the next seven decades, i'll spend my time writing songs
and for the last five minutes i've my life, i'll realize it was time spent wrong
cause i shoulda raised a family and i shoulda got a job
and i should have learned to love and i should have never been a slob
and i should have been proactive, cause that's how people have fun
and i should have been determined, cause that's how shit gets done
but all these shouldas and couldas and wouldas will try to haunt me til i'm dead
but they won't be able to get through these sheets of my nice warm bed
and if i had to pick a political affiliation based off the logo, then i would be an anarchist for sure
cause there's nothin' like circlin' the A with spraypaint on the side of every cop car door in this town
and when i finally leave this wretched place
i will take all of the cops' cans of pepper spray
it'll be awfully hard to stop me from leavin'
when their faces are red and their eyes are bleedin'
but it'd be unfair to assume that i hate all the cops
cause i've been taught to respect them ever since i was a tot
it'll probably take decades to redirect that train of thought
do they protect us, or do they noooooooooooot
well i'm a creep
i'm a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here
i don't belong here
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6. |
Untitled
00:50
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when i read harry potter, i will think of jeremy
and when i read a book about cameras, i will think of evan connolly
and when i read fear and loathing, i'll think of connor bowen
and when i read a stars wars comic book, i'll think of jake bertwell
and when i read slaughterhouse V, i will think of eliza
and when i read about vegemite, i'll think of carolyn and laura
and when i read a post-secret book, i'll think of emily
and when i read radical literature, i will think of ali
and all i can ask is that when you hear this song, you'll think of me
yeah all i can ask is that when you hear this song, you'll think of me
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7. |
S.B.O.Y.H.
01:48
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i guess no one ever told you when you were little
that interests don't become problems til they turn into actions
into attractions, into attractions that ruin people's lives
oh you're a monster, you're a monster, yes i know that for sure
you would have taken those secrets to the grave if you could
i don't know that much about you, i don't know that much about you
but there's one thing that i know for sure, i know you've got some
blood on your hands, you've got some blood on your hands
and there's only one man who will scrub that blood off and he goes by the name of satan
but he won't do it for free, no, you gotta give him some pay
satan'll scrub that blood off your hands for minimum wage
and he'll say, "stop that cryin' and stop those tears
you're only gonna have to live with me for the next billion trillion years"
and you'll say, "can i go now? i promise to never be a bother"
and he'll say, "you can leave when this place freezes over, you can leave when this fucking place freezes over"
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please mom can i hang out with the people that i met at food not bombs the other day?
there's a movie night going on at the collective and it's just a silly metaphor for anarchy
please dad can i go to that show in worcester? those nights are the best i've ever had
i know you went to school there and i know that it's a tough neighborhood, but you gotta let me go there just this once
just this once
just this once
just this once
just this once
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